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Self-Performance assessment

Three months have passed from this year, therefore I need to assess my own goals. So here it goes how I judge my own plans’ way to success.

  • Write a daily entry on my personal diary - Falling behind seriously (30 days)
  • Write twice a week in this, my beloved blog (And I a mean fully thought eloquent manifestation for each entry) - Slightly falling behind
  • Come up with my own concept for a blog - an ongoing project to talk about - Ongoing (Check it out here)
  • Be in charge of my first project and launch it successfully at work - Ongoing successfully
  • Get to speak German like a native speaker - In process, not much effort put, but happening.
  • Consolidate my sentimental position - I became single since one month ago, approximately.
  • Be able to photograph for money - Falling behind.
  • Visit 10 countries, 5 of them totally new for me - Already got in plan 2, one known, and one TOTALLY unknown.
  • Lose weight and maintain it at the exact middle point of my healthy range - Happening, yet not because of the best reasons
  • Become economically independent from my parents - In process, right on track.

So here it is! I am going well in general, with a couple of points lost, yet still  recoverable, so wish me luck and/or demand me more about this topic.

Self doubts and personal fordwardness

I am wondering all labels that I could call myself in these 24 years I have existing. I am good, and bad. I am honest, and a liar. I conceal and I reveal, so I am here and I am there, but never completely, as if the lack of completion made me special. I enjoy contradiction, but when I play it on my favor. I enjoy self awareness, specially when I am in control of my own identity.

I wish I could know what I should regret, but never seems to be really a matter, since later on, a contradicting point arises. I do not know where I am heading to, but I am enjoying the walk.

Can a complete human being feel complete?

On the cold

Shivers and goosebumps reign the landscape. People’s expression is unbearable, sometimes a little too unbearable. Like if there is an end of the world. The weather simply sucks and it totally affected my mood. A winter in Berlin, is totally a purgatorial experience when alone, away from family, and unable to feel the warmth of another skin. I would never thought that the weather could affect me so much, and there is more coldness to come.