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On the elections and the little bit of idealism

This day, history might be shaped and I am witnessing it in the first time. Who would wonder a couple of centuries ago that somebody could write and publish about an event that was instantly happening in the other face of the planet (And starting to follow a couple of tumblr users sitting next to me in the cafe I am here in Berlin)? Yet I wonder. What is the use of all this interconnectivity if you do not attempt to impact history in the moment if happening?

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The ultimate first world problem

Even if I come from a land where everybody kill themselves every day, and I am quite comfortable with my now safe and promising life, I can´t help it, I feel I lack the ability to engage in commitment. I feel astoundingly overwhelmed by the fact that so many people have harder conditions that mine, yet I can’t seem to be able to overturn my overall favorable conditions into a lucrative reality that nurtures and help other people to improve their lives and surroundings. I am in the look of growth, self criticism, and deeper influence on those who surround me for better, yet it seems that I end up just being another over-sheltered Y-generation little dude.

I wish my character builds up into something tougher, yet compassionate. I want to become that role-model outside of the normal paradigm of political correctness. I want to become a Hunter S. Thompson, or Ray Bradbury’s equivalent of modern day description, and still I can’t even regard what is to be 100% faithful and loyal into a beautiful human platonic-erotic-filial sentimental relationship with the person I believe I love the most.

I feel like an emo-over-reacting-drama-prince at this present moment, yet I cannot describe myself otherwise than happy. What kind of context or plot twist do I need?